I’ve been sad for a while. I can’t seem to make sense of either my personal or my professional life.
I try really hard to make things work, in every sphere, but I fail every time.
I am not whining about life and how it affects me. I am not a ‘good person’ complaining about how I don’t get what I am obviously entitled to.
I am entitled to nothing and I operate my life on that premise.
It’s just that sometimes I wonder how I can get it so fundamentally wrong, whilst trying to do things so right.