Monthly Archives: October 2013

I had a really bad dream last night. I dreamt that my husband had a heart attack and died. I’ve been having these dreams often, lately; it is coming up to the time of the year when the original incident … Continue reading

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Did I say that I didn’t miss my daughter as much as my dad?

I did. Then it switched. I spent two hours writing about my dad and then the rest of the day missing my girl so badly. She took a new photo and I swear that she looks almost more grown up, … Continue reading

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Life with the new normal

Life without my father, without my daughter but with all other aspects unchanged. I have to say that I miss my Dad more than my daughter. Hear me out. She is away on the trip of her lifetime (so far) … Continue reading

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It’s only paper

This esoteric title is referring to my marriage and the occasion of our first wedding anniversary. I’ve been away for a few days, spending time reconnecting with my husband. I say ‘reconnecting’ but it doesn’t mean that we desperately need time away … Continue reading

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Not sleeping

Again. Honestly, my sleep habits are bipolar (which makes total sense). They switch between sleeping twelve hours a night or less than two. I find that when I am working and concentrating hard on a regular routine, with extra brain … Continue reading

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