Monthly Archives: April 2011

It’s been a year.

A year since he and I first met and, very quickly, moved into a relationship. The actual relationship thing moved fast but since then, it’s been a very slow green light progress. In any prior relationship committment actions and decisions … Continue reading

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Deja vu

Unfortunately, when you open yourself up to another person, in the form of a relationship, you are also opening yourself up to being available to be hurt. It doesn’t matter that the person who hurts you had no intention of … Continue reading

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I couldn’t wait

I didn’t wait for any of BF’s future strategies to be implemented. I couldn’t. I quit my day tour Saturdays. This is when the stupid, aggressive, selfentitled local drunks come out. I’ve always hated it and now I am actively … Continue reading

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Boyfriend worked it out

There were a lot of issues on yesterday’s tour that I haven’t mentioned; all of them to do with the large, already probably intoxicated, group that the short person was with. There were 17 of them , all celebrating someone’s … Continue reading

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When I am stressed, I dream about work

I dream about all of the scenarios that might go wrong. My ultimate nightmare is driving the biggest bus and I hit a pedestrian or a cyclist. I wake up in a cold sweat and find it difficult to sleep … Continue reading

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A new low

Being accused of discrimination by a drunken little person. An awful, awful tour today but it was redeemed slightly by merely having a drunken small statured person on board.  It’s part of the ‘collection’ of epic people, epic tours and … Continue reading

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A bit demoralizing

to be in a room with three other people and realise that all of them:  your 17 year old kitchenhand parttime work daughter; her 19 year old metalworker boyfriend; your 49 year old boilermaker/welder boyfriend – they all earn more … Continue reading

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